piggy-in-toilet

2007-10-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

you are so horrible!!

i have not been scared, unfortunately, i was shocked as chatting with my friend, we know each other about 3 months but he can read everything from my eye sights. horrible, right? i have protected myself for so long already then suddenly got ppl ask me to return back to my previous lifestyle coz i m changing and changing. shocked!! if i can go back to my previous lifestyle then i will lose out everything. please dont read anything from my eye sights. i feel very unsecured le~

think this post will be very messy, i really dont know what i want, i have thought about it for one day but i only know that i wanna to get degree then get married then be tai tai...haha...m i thinking too much? difficult? haha...seriously lar, i wanna to get a degree then get a job which jealous by everyone. currently, i still explore new thing in my company, who can teach me how to avoid mistake? haiz...so tired... my new manager come already, he is 53 years old, look ok lar...haha...will update u all as i have "one leg" with him, i call him god father scerectly, same age with my father mar

start from last week, an auditor come to my company for audit purpose then he was very fun le coz he keep complaining that my nails were too long then today he saw me, he praise my new hairstyle looked good but how come i didn't cut my finger nails...haha...i m so so so so sad lar, i hope that i will look more charming instead of sexy or wild but i fail!! my colleagues said look wild n sexy~dont consult me, i need time, can i be a sweet gal?! it is so difficult to change the mindset of others on me. my colleague asked me that how come my bossed smiled at me so happy, how i know? how come guys like me, how i know? i m tired to answer the stupid question...seriously, i m angry with it already

i dont want to type le...tired cum sick!!!dont know what to say

2007-09-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

Paiseh~

i think i have a long time nv update my blog and yanxin keep complaining me...haha...sorry friends, i know tt you worried abt me but now i feel better and wanna to response what i did...currently i m busy with my works n facing problems in my relationship, i was tired with it already, sumtimes i really think tt he dont understand me, therefore, can i say tt now i m single n available?

how's my work? the relationship between my manager n me is better now, she take care of me then shulan also help me alot...i learnt alot of things from them then monday i have to tell my boss tt i wont leave n wanna to learn new thing, shipment...today my manager called me tt i have to learn the shipment coz boss' pa really cannot handle it, fine...i will learn coz it will be more interesting than accounts...haha...account dept in my company is considered as "bo ka liao" dept...i dont like the pa, she pass me the things n asked me to do for her as my boss ask us to do the works together...i really dont know what she was doing in the office...haha...becoz of her, my manager wanna to quit...die...ern...now i can handle my job scope quite well...haha...dont worry yo~

relationship~i think i will give up, no point to waste his time...during this period of time, i found a truth, i m the potential to be mistress, faintz~ppl who love me either had attached, gone to get married & married already...haha...my fate...two of them r my colleagues then one of them is one of my freight forwarder...A had married already, then he is good but only can be bf, he cant be a good husband. ok...delete...E is going to get married soon, he really good to me, sumtimes i was touched by him for a simple action. then K attached and always ask me to go clubbing...haha... pork is more important than u...haha...

lastly, wanna to say thanks to u all, especially milah, as i was helpless then u will be there for me, as i said joked tt i wanna to be third party then u will slap the wife if she wanna to slap me...very very touching...i cant use any word to decribe my feeling...haha...

2007-06-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

Weird Week & Angry Jeanne!!

how weird i feel in last week?? last monday i went to bank to bank in sth, then i saw a guy who apply bright pink de nail color le...do u know what is bright pink, please refer to yanxin de pencil case....i was shocked again...he smile at me, PUI...touch wood, i am not interested on u!! at night we celebrate with kenny who going to army, think he will be suffered in it but yesterday i saw him online le then i rechange my mind, he is too free le...haha...then my poor didi, YY no place to sleep n offer him to sleep with huan huan but he dont want, wei...you can walk to school le, save a lot le...then i was cherish the moment with u but someone spoiled my mood, i really didn't mention any incoming sms lor, as picking up his call, i was super pekcek, no can consider angry le...ya...i was angry, "they no need to work then u have to work, do u know what time is now?" i still can remember it lor, friends, u all know actually i wanna to go with serena at 10 plus then i change my mind then wanna to go back with regina at 11 then i change again coz u all can send me back...ok...i endure!!

super regina!! she ate pepper lunch in free of charge condition le...coz she keep collecting points le...so clever, i nv think of it le...hehe...

then wednesday, he asked my to go out coz he apply half day leave, when i meet him then i was late abt 30 mins but i have told him that i would be late le coz have to wait for my manager summore i still cannot finish my works, he showed me black face n have planned his schedule le, he planned to watch shrek 3 at yishun around 730, ok, we cant make it then we went to LOT 1 to watch "man in white", friends dont waste money in this stupid movie!! then show start at 730 then 730 we still quencing for food...fine...everythings were so rush...my work is too rush then i really dont like that after work, my life still like war le...i m super angry with what he did lor...i know that we would meet, i no intend to eat too much things then at the end, i eat bread...ok...as i was angry then he asked milah to call me, i just wanna him to recall what he did, i m tired to speak out my feeling, sumtime i really think we r not matching le, i really dont know what to say le...when i am alone, then i will cry coz i cant get the feeling that i m loved by someone, presents cannot full up my feeling de...

i tell myself that everytime he make me angry then i will require for one doll if one day my bed is full of toys then it is the end of our relationship, it is the 1st one...

ok...back to my work, i still be my boss de PA, how weird he is, he is going to employ 3 myanmar ppl to work as sales cordinator, admin and store what de lar...then how can i communicate with them?? good question...haha...then one day he asked me to go his office then started to say that he is lazy, ya i agree then he ask me to take water for him, walao...i m so free ar...kns...ok...then know y he so care abt the toy, he ask me to vacunn it le...so funny lor, a big guy's office have this thing...ok...then he complain one of a company, said their services is too bad n ask me to arrange a meeting with their sales manager then i arranged for him, he cant remember the purpose n no intend to meet him le...walao...i m so so so angry lor...super pekcek lor...

i have clean le becoz jeanne jie jie clean for me...i m sitting on the table of steph chua (my boss)

i found 2 mummy in my bed in different days...haha...one is my bf and another one is the taller gal...haha

today i m super angry...vacolno wanna to blow le...walao...i was back from work n wanna to wee wee le., as stepping the floor in front of my toilet then i slip down, how horrible the situation is, fine, i describe to u all, the floor is full of water, a big portion, dont know how the shorter use the toilet then nv mop the floor, my backside is damn pain, then i also hurt my finger, see from the picture, my finger has bruise then i cant bend down it le...if i m pregnant then who will response it?? ok...i dont want to make huan huan in trouble then i will let him know after i move out...i really angry lor...everytime like that, quan quan just use the washing machine then the shorter ask him to clear all his clothes coz she wanna to use it, walao, quan quan just come back lor...he haven't sat down then she asked him to do so...sian...how come they have this kind of friend, then the taller one is better, at least she know i wanna to move out n intend to return my piggy's cushion to me after she wash, sorry...no point to wash le coz no nice to hug le...then the shorter still continues to use my pillow...ok...i will let u sleep without anything...really...now i m angry le...

these few weeks i m tired of work n the matter of moving house le...my bf keep asking me to rent his sister de house, ok, at 1st wanna to share with huan huan then he keep asking me to ask his response...walao...i have asked le then he said he need time then i told him what huan huan replied me then still chasing me then i decided to rent then my friend who share the room with me wanna to see the evironment of the house then chasing me again...i was so tired lor, i have told him that my friend wanna to see then no response...ppl keep chasing me...in work, i was chasing by suppliers then my life, my bf n friends chased me again...walao...i give in alot le, choose a place far far from my office, choose a unknow answer in my life...i m really tired...n angry...please it is not what i want!!if u wanna to arrange ur time, sorry...please dont count me in ur schedule...thanks

2007-06-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

pity me ba~~poor jeanne

haha...so touching le coz my didi, YY called me yesterday, we chatted quite alot during my working hour...haha...then disturbed by my colleague lor...sian...haha...

every 1st & 15th of each month (chu yi & shi wu), i will have meeting de, remember yo~or else u will like milah, be dissappointed as inviting me...haha...ok, our meeting room is now being our sales department's office so temporalily we have to use our boss' room as meeting room, bobian, his room is so so so big...haha...do u know how we have our meeting, please refer to the pictures below, it can be a good idea to all of you...haha...

the guy cut his hair like the baby in a cartoon called "the incredible" is our sales manager, allan, his position is below my boss...haha...he is so so so regretted coz my manager told him that i would post the picture in m blog then he said he has a better one for me to post...haha...the guy who is his right de, only show his head de, he is one of our salesperson, jansen, he is the one who everyday force me to drink some beverage (coffee, tea or milo) which bought by him de...haha...how come got this kind of ppl de...haha...

the guy who sat like a budda de, he is our IT support, ashraf, haha...make alot problem for me but he is a nice guy lar, as i beg for something then he will always do for me de...the guy sat besides him, who wear t-shirt with orange collar de, he is our store manager, he is very good de, always bring me home or bring to me eat lunch...haha...

she is my manager, vanessa, she is malaysian too...haha...quite ok lar...ern...she scared to say her comment when the meeting hold by our boss but if hold by allan, then she have alot of words wanna to speak out...haha...do u know this kind of ppl?? she wont help u as u face some problems de...but she is ok to me lar coz i m bo cha for the things mar...she wanna to show off then let her do lor...luckily i have a backer, or else i will die...haha...the gal sat beside her de, she is the gal i mentioned before, she dont like me de...she was scolded again coz she really cannot do things on time le...hehe...

after the meeting, AR in charge de mense flow out n the map be dirty lor...omg...the map do not belong to us n summore it is our boss' room...haha...cannot laugh, u will have retribution de...haha...then i have to take towel for her to rub n she stand on it to wait for me le...

today, i get a call from my boss, he was in Philippines then ask me to find out his member card, walao the receiption is so lousy lor, i can hear his voice after 1 or 2 seconds le...haha...back to story, then i tried to find out lor then what i see in his bag?? abt 4 condoms n 1 RA de dvd...paiseh...haha...he have married then still do this kind of things...yeah!!i have the chance to sit on his legs le...haha

for prising myself, i didn't buy clothes for myself coz wanna to save moeny for my new house...but i bought one more hamster for me...hehe...my dear dear wanna to faint le, he keep complaining that i have too many children le coz he is the one who clean their house and bath them...i m the one who play with them n feed them de...haha...i bought a girl girl coz i like girl girl de...she is so small compared with others...haha...i named her as xiao xiao...will take her photo soon...haha...now cannot le, her action is too fast le, must slowly train her be more "ren xing"...haha

please try to find me, xiao xiao in the photo...hehe...tell u, i m the smallest one...haha...

2007-05-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

things to share with u all...hehe

last week i was so so so so busy, my office shifted to jurong east, a ulu place again...no...more ulu, the place is near the hostel of foreign workers then it mean i must be efficiency coz i dont want to do OT...scary le...

last friday, we said good bye to our old office n fatty mei mei...then i be the mover, cleaner, PA of my boss...sian...after moving, my hands had a lot of bruises n wounds le, walao, dont know how to say my boss...he really cannot difference what is PA n AP coz i will be called by him then asked me to do alot of things summore i m not his PA, he is very "shun bian" lor, luckily i m clever, i haven't been scolded by him...haha...but the felicia was so poor, she was scolded during the meeting in new office, summore she sat on floor, not like me, i was ordered to sit on chair which in front of my boss then during the meeting, he ask me to do his things, very "shun bian" lor...my manager asked me to do his PA, crazy de, i m not so free lor...

A funny conversation wanna to share with u,

BOSS: ask one gal to come my room

MNR: which one u like

BOSS: anyone!!

PIGGY: vanessa(my manager), u look like mama san le...

my colleague showed me how dirty our old office after she vacuum the map then the container is full of dust...friends...this have been thrown one time le...walao, no wonder my feet were dirty everyday...haha...

hehe...this is my work station...hehe...it is the biggest one compared with others summore they keep complainning that my boss was not fair coz my place is too privacy n bigger than his PA's place...

taken after unpacking his things, i have to clean his dusty things n arrange the things for him, as moving, i found that he had 14 boxes, walao...dont know how come he have so many things de...i have tidied up his things but after 2 days, it become like that, i also dont know what to say...haha...coz my place also like that...too many things to do le...haha...

finally, my manager has her own room le so i m free to do anythings...haha...but becoz of fengshui then her room have to do some adjustment...haha...

our meeting room...ern...temporarily de coz the bigger one used by sales dept as temporarily work place...haha...then the chairs r green color de, stupid jeanne asked her boss whether she can take one or not then everyone was shocked coz they scared of him...haha...but he smiled at me n said no...kns...

it is the place i like...ern...it is the 2nd one coz the 1st one is broken n summore use 150 to buy some stupid stone...haha...bobian, my boss is rich mar...haha...

hehe...it is our toilet...we have our own toilet le...

now i m used to work le n started to be accepted by the environment...hehe...everyone is good to me, especially the salesguys...but i also feel guilty to my bf becoz of work, then he have to wait for me, the latest experience is abt 1 hour then i dont have much more time to accompany him...everytime he said it is ok to me then i feel sad lor, coz i think that i really have to put more efforts lor...but have to say thank to u, coz u be there as i was sad or happy, u r the one who support me always...thanks dear dear...u really do alot of things for me le...sumtime i will recall the memory again, i really miss him alot...

accidentally saw power puff girls in marina square...haha...i like the green color one, she is called "mao mao" in chinese...hehe...same as my piggy son

after graduated, i have a thinking of marriage, i think that it is time to marry...how come i will think of it le?please dont ask me, i cant answer u...then i start to tell myself, now i m focusing in work after 2 or 3 years then i might switch it to my family, i dont want to lose any part of the experience... last time i called my ah ma then i wanna to cry to hear her voice lor...think of him again, in office, everyone call me mei mei, the feeling come again...then i get the letter from NYP, regarding the ceremony...now i m still confused whether wanna to attend or not, last time he said he would be there then now i m alone n my auntie can feel that too then ask my cousin to attend le...cry again...his 100 days is coming soon...so fast...i cant make it n have to thank him that he help me to get job n now i m xing fu with my bf, i will sayang ah ma de...please dont worry abt her yo~she nv listen to u, keep eating le...last time i called her then she asked my to call my uncle to buy biscuit for her...haha

the diamond is so so so big...costs 16000...haha...

bigger one, costs 32000...hehe...biao sao...i really like it le...please buy for me, i can do as cow or horse de "zuo niu zuo ma"...haha...

dont know how his mum feed him de, make him so dirty de...summore the boy is too naughty le, he nv swallow food n throw it out again n again...haha...

it can compare with restaurant's standard le...hehe...my auntie (1st uncle's wife) prepare the dinner for me le...hehe...so delicious lor, if i nv said it is prepared by her then will u think that which restaurant it come from??

tuesday, i really cannot tahan le, monday's night they keep chatting in the room, i wanna to sleep le...then i waited n waited until 12 plus, finally i can sleep but it doesn't mean that my nightmare has gone, in the mornin, shorter's alarm clock keeping making sound le...walao...i m so so so angry then i sms huan huan n asked him to tell his friends that i m peicek...haha

it is what she write for me to apologize...haha...but i dont care le coz i wanna to move out soon...hehe

2007-05-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

BIBO!! It may useful for u~~

1st, as scroll down to the end of ur email, u will see something like following:

there is an attachment, it means that someone send u a email with a file, as u point the file, mouse will be hand instead of arrow. u click the file then u will see something like following:

it show u the size of file n etc, then u click "download attachement", it mean that u wanna to open or save the file, like below one

1) if u wanna to open it then the file will automatically save but u dont know where it save.

2)if u save the file, u have to decide where u wanna to save n after it has been saved then u have to go the place u save to open the file.

it is very easy de...dont be stressed n please feel free to email me ur problems, i will help u if i know how to do lar...hehe

2007-05-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

Attn: EVERYONE, it is an important post!!!

I WILL MOVE HOUSE IN MID OF JUNE

Paiseh again...hehe...bobian lar, now i have to support my myself then i have to work le, summore i be so peicek becoz of those 2 gals lar...kns...ern...ok...the content of the post start from last friday...

last friday, i was late, aiyo...it was paiseh to milah lor coz i told her that we might meet her around 6 plus then...buses was full, i waited n waited n waited...bobian...took cab then reached there already 7 plus...i keep complaining that how come dear dear wanna to meet at ulu place coz the stupid transport could not reach there summore there was a traffic jam in front of me...more peicek lor...kns...bobian...i was angry with those gals...back to story, we had buffect at tiong bahru plaza then it was indonesian cuisine...hehe...i liked it...friends, must go there to try, one person is abt 23 summore have ur own boiler lor...hehe...then we chatted alot abt our works, bobian...too peicek lar so have to express my feeling...haha...but seen she ok le then i was really happy lor...summore she also sms me that dont let ppl bully except her...siao...now i m learning how to bully ppl...hehe...

ern...like prawn satay, dont know its name, please ask milah if u wanna to know...hehe...taste normal but it is fresh to me...haha...i prefer the prawn that rolled by bacon de...yummy...

act cute again even we r big enough...bobian lar...we still cute le...hehe...the ice cream is too "chocolate", if there is not topping then it might look like shit!!haha...

last saturday, actually we dined with dear dear's friends de then he get call from his mum n she said that she fell down then complained that he dont know anything since his mum had accidents...ogsh...i had a feeling that she thought i stole her son, my feeling was so bad lor, had to be "qiang yan huan xiao" in front of his friends coz u all know i not closed to his family de...then be moody again...i faster eat my ice cream n go home alone...main point come le...as buying thing at downstair (my house) then i was followed by a malay guy n i didn't mention it le...die...as i found that then did u know wht i saw?? that guy was looking inside of my skirt as i climbing stairs le...walao...i was so so so scared lor, quickly open door n close all the doors n windows...no ppl at home then i start to cry le...did u know the feeling?? it was not good de...be moody n peicek again...

last sunday, i was locked at living room le...kns...the shorter gal lar, she said she thought i have slept n then she locked my room...walao...i was so big n sat in the living room...so as what she say, that might be my spirit lar??i was so peicek lor...as i know she locked the door, i not intend to open it by key even i know where the key, i keep knocking the door n wanna all the ppl wake up...haha...bad le...bobian, they were worse than me...then they switch off the air con n using fan...ma de...damn hot alr then switch off the air con...really kns...then i cant sleep well lor...

monday, yesterday lar...i m so so so peicek n shopped again...then my dear dear suffered, he paid money for me...bobian...declare bankrupt le...now have to support myself le...so pity lor...then as i reached home, i give them black face coz i really cannot treat them as friends le, especially the shorter one...abt 12 plus, i wanna to sleep le, then melvin still in my room n chat with them, ok...i laid on my bed then he went out lor coz i want to sleep le...i thought i could sleep well...wrong...wrong...wrong...those 2 gals were chatting in room...walao, i have turn off the light le then they really cannot think abt ppl de...i waited n waited n waited, until i cant tahan then i sleep lor...who suffer?? me!!....n milah n my dear dear...coz i keep complaining them through email le...hehe...so peicek lor...

one of things i bought in bugis yesterday...hehe...dear dear also have one but his one is army green de...hehe...very suitable for my hp...haha...

today, i found that i take my things without my consent...endure...dont be too angry, u will look older de...breath...ok...i will move out in mid of june...hehe...friends, please has sum actions lar...haha...joking lar...i will move to potong pasir, my dear dear's 1st sister's house, summore near his house too...hehe...i have to pay 650 for deposit n rental...die...so have to control my spending le...xian...but i was so excited as getting the news in this morning...coz i really cannot tahan them le...wanna to vomit blood n ask them to get out...16th of june faster come coz i want to see how they can sleep without pillow n bedsheet...haha...

Sceretly taken de...hehe...can see her face??haha...so called she is the gals i really dislike her de coz as she talks with me then her words might have thorn de, "hua zhong you hua"...i wanna to all of u know that her face n pls ask ur friends if they wanna to rent house or room de, better dont rent for them...haha...let they camp at flat...haha...

how's my job??haha...i saw my boss le...but i still cannot forget that what he did lar...haha...then he look like my father, change weather (mood) anytime de summore dont have reasons de...haha...luckily i m safe...dont worry...but now my job scope include PA...now i m account assistant cum PA...bobian...since my manager works for 2 years le then he had changed 10 PA le...haha...as he come to office then he pass me his key n ask me to find a document for me...have to mention lor...i dont know his car no, color, model n where he park...PA is super de, so find by myself lar...have to do the claim for him...pay bill for him...ern...haven't sat on his legs yet...haha...

he bought mirror for us as having a business trip in Vietnam...ern...another one which made by shell de is better but too heavy le...haha...

this friday we will move office then have to pack things lor...alot of things have to pack n alot of document that my manager didn't see, use or know before...haha...we decide to keep them in store forever...haha...heard from my manager that my desk is bigger than now n look nice...hehe...summore we have our own toilet so no need to bring toilet paper le...haha...

as packing things, i m not only account assistant cum PA, i also a spider woman coz i m the tallest in office so have to get the things on top of cupboard mar then be hurted lor...wood stab my palm...pain le even u all cant see clearly...haha...

2007-05-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Updated my working yo~~

hehe...i think my nightmare is starting le...how come god only create two hands for me le??can i be octopus so that i can be free...ern...but i prefer the situation lar coz it make the time like flying summore i wont be bored, however, i cant always reply u all immediately but i will try my best to reply ur email de coz i need to rest a while de...hehe...

this is my temporary work desk lor...see...i took it after work le...my desk still messy...ern...messier than my 1st day, coz i m fulling in charge of AP so i have a lot of files then a lot of documents to key in, filing and update de...heard from my manager, our new office is very nice...so excited...we will move to jurong in next week...haha...happy...new desk, new chair, everything is new, except pc...haha...then i wanna to put dear dear n mine de photo n piggies n me de...haha...

today my boss nv come to office n this time he flied to cambodia le...hehe...so nice coz tomolo we have meeting de then no ppl will ask me alot of thing abt AP de, or else i really dont know how to reply him le, i haven't prepared lar, friends, every "chu yi" and "shi wu" (1st and 15th of each month) dont ask me to come out coz i will be temple (meeting with my boss de...) haha...but my boss called my manager today n ask her abt my condition...hehe...i m so good then my manager said i look ok lor then i think my colleagues have short sight, they told my boss i m pretty le, wanna to transfer me as his PA...orh...my dream come true...sian...i dont want, my boss is too demanding, i dont want to be suffered...haha...

then stupid gal keep saying she liked my skirt then ask me to give her, crazy de, i m thinner than u le, summore keep asking me where i buy it le, walao, i replied n replied...she wont be bored then do i...she dont have other topic to chat with me de...today she asked me that she wanna to rent a room then she also know i m looking for it then wanna to share with me...sian de...i wont share room with others le since i have bad experience already...continuos to update u all coz i forgot to tell u all yesterday...haha...every morning, my room like world war 5 de (if u dont know when were world war 3 & 4, pls refer to my previous posts...haha)...the shorter gal use water pipe to bath, u know de lar, as water pour into the pail then the sound is so loud lor...summore it is around 6 plus le...ma de...i need to sleep de!! kns...yesterday, there have fighting (i think lar) at downstair lor coz the sound was so loud mar then they keep complainning that it was not good to stay in HDB...walao...if u wanna to stay in a safety place then please move to condo, there have security to protect ur own safety...crazy de...

friends, i m going to move house again le...then must do sth for me de mar, right?? last time, milah bought one kettle for me, then this time what will u buy for me le??haha...so excited to move house...i like to move house then i can rearrange my things n i wanna to tidy up my room...haha...next time u will see a tidy house...haha...

last saturday, i was chatting with my father, i think it is the 1st time we chat alot summore we are calm n nv get angry or peisek to chat with each other...haha...then suddenly he asked me whether i wanna to settle down with my dear dear...ern...i was shock lor...he nv nv nv ask me this question...i told him that now i think he is the one i lookin for n wanna to give myself n my dear dear abt 3 yrs coz i m so young n think we still need time to understand each other de...so surprised lor...have to thank my dearest cousinsk, aileen n amy, think u all said a lot of good words for him...hehe...i will cherish the relationship de...coz i m loved n sayng by him...happy~~

2007-05-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Paiseh yo~~

hehe...these few days...ern...these few weeks lar, i was too tired le becoz of the stupid, boring and tiring interview lor...then dont know who organise to eat steamboat in bugis de then i was expert in eating, especially steamboat then we went to a shop to try lor...after that, we wanna to eat my favourite dessert then many place were full house then continuous to lower my expectation...at the end, we went to starbuck to buy a drink lor...luckily, there had the coffee with caramel...hehe...now i m fell in love with caramel...haha...we were chatting until very late lar...bobian my bf was waiting for me then i had to go home early le...the indian taxi driver was very bad lor, said the netz machine cannot work then yy told me that he advised me didn't take his cab le...haha...luckily my bf came down to fetch me, or else i would be sold by the driver le...3

aileen n her bf bought it for me as my birthday present le...she said i have a lot of green color things lor so she wanna to release me from green...haha...

i was looking for him for 20 yrs le, luckily i found him in singapore, he is my didi...yy...

then the next day, labour day...we were so hardworking le...played mahjong from 7pm++ to the next morning de 7am++ le...haha...so tired lor, summore whole body was not feeling well becoz of sitting on floor...haha...paiseh lar, everyone...then thursday, i ate steamboat again, with my bf, brother n huan huan...friends, this time it was horrible le coz we try "ma la" n tomyam le...die, friday, i was sick n dissappointed le coz i get the call from club 21 after accepting the offer from bentzjaz...so sad lor, now i still cannot release lor...how come i m so rush le, rush for wht...haiz...then the 2nd interview with the bentzjaz de general manager was so so so weird lor...he said me whether i would go back malaysia or not then when, did i have bf, was i going to get married??huh...ern...did i come to wrong company??haha...the general manager was so so so man...but after i saw him scratched his buttock...walao...my dream cracked le plus my heart...kns...shit...ma de...

then i also watched "spiderman 3" last saturday with my bf, brother n huan huan...hehe...i think u wont believe that i cried during the movie lar coz as the old lady was talking abt her relationship, i was touched le then water pipe switched on again...haha...so paiseh lor...summore the fatty huan huan keep making a noise like break wind le...ppl keep looking us lor...next time wont bring him alone!!!haha...

this is my first...ern...dont know how to call it le...i did it by myself lar...then i give it to my dear dear so that he can put it in his office n see him everyday then miss me everyday...hehe...

before i started work, my godmama come back le, she brought preserved mango for me, wah...so crispy n delicious, totally different as singapore or malaysia de...godmama, u better come to singapore everyday lar so that i have a lot of things to eat le...summore have to thank my godjiejie, milah, she passed this "ren jian mei wei" for me de...hehe

hehe...i got it le...my dear dear spend his saving to buy it for me coz i like it le...hehe...summore he buy black color for me, it is wht i want de...so happy to get n touched by him lor...

then last monday, i started work le...ern...i was the youngest lor...then everyone was good to me, except one gals who was in research n development de...at first, i dont know how bad she is de then after chatting with her then i really dislike her...as talking abt company's travelling then she said if my boss wanna to bring me to travel then she will be the 1st one disagreed de coz i haven't worked for one year...ma de...this is wht my boss promised me le then u can't say anything...stupid...then whole company didn't like her le...walao...how can she survive until now le??summore she said she nv stay in a company very long de then now i know le coz no ppl like her mar...haha...then the funny thing is as my manager said my skirt was very nice n i know how to dress up then the next day she wear tube to work le...haha...she keep asking me where i shop then i replied n replied then she wont stop de le...haha...

until now i haven't seen my boss coz he went to china le, will see him tomolo...haha...ern...they said he is not nice, i m fine, i wont let ppl go from my fingers de...haha...wanna to show u all, my work place de but i forgot to take picture le...hehe...but it is temporary de coz my company will shift to jurong then it will be very beautiful de...now my desk is full of file n i start to learn the accounting system, called navision, it is new for us...so have to explore it n always call the consultant to solve our problems lor...then my job is AP account assistant then it mean ppl will call me for settle the payment mar...i dont know how to answer them le, i asked my colleagues to answer for me then they teach me how to do lor...haha...so paiseh le...

my entertainment in office...she is the daughter of my boss's sister...hehe...she is so so so fat n she always bully me de, she come to my desk n beat me then said "no" in teochow...but she also very sweet de coz she will say "jie jie man man" (ask me to eat lunch with her), walao...only ask me le, whole company laughed at me le...paiseh...then i will pinch her cheek n ask her to on diet de...haha...i m devil in the office...haha...

the 3rd day's morning, dont know how the bus driver drive de then make the indian sit around me flied n stepped on my toes...kns...the day before, i just put the base coat de lor...so pain le summore cannot remove it lor...then the night, i took mrt back then a gal, she step on my last toe n no feeling...but my feeling is PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!

today is my shopping day....hehe...i bought 4 shirt, 1 pants, 3 shoes n 1 umbrella...hehe...bobian... i have to buy some clothes for working de mar...i dont dare to wear tube to work de...hehe...then my dear dear nv complained abt it n accompany me to shop n carry my things...haha...

banned in my life...dont try "stonegrill" coz it is not so nice n make ur clothes have a oily de smell de...haha...but pepper lunch is the best...hehe...

hehe...m i have the chance be miss angel or cat??i think miss cat is better coz look nice le...

have to tell u all that my temporary roommate start to pay rental in this month...but..last month n before, they didn't pay any cents...i have a lot of complaint abt them...last time i washed the toilet bowl de cover lor...coz dont know who of them nv clean the bloodstain le...walao...lazier than me!!then they r deaf de, watch tv like watch movie de, nv think abt others de...then the floor of room are full of their hair then no ppl clean...ok...i clean for them, i think i have to recommand "yun nan jian fa zhong xin" for them...so many hairs...stay in my house for some many days le then nv buy pillow or bolster de...i endure n endure if i get angry then my "yu wei wen" will be deeper n deeper le...mid of july faster come ba...haha...

2007-04-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

Gift from taiwan...

dear dear's friend, ah hai come back from taiwan coz he is navy n went there for training...hehe...what he buy from us??haha...a couple key chain lor...lala...it is so cute n cant find it in singapore coz i tried to look for a new one to replace my bear (too big le)...last time my queen de key chain is broken le but no intend to buy a new one...so i keep looking around lor...but...ah hai like understand my feeling...hehe...buy a couple key chain for us...thanks ah hai yo~~

dang dang...it is our couple key chain...each key chain have a big n small child...let's say i get the gal, then the smaller one will be boy~sweet, right??

have to say that it is not pad...it is mashmellow...haha...it taste abit hard, not as soften as singapore's...no much special lor...haha

2007-04-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

My interview week...

who can release from the interview session?? i m so so so tired le...every morning i open my eyes, then i am so tired lor coz i have no enough sleeping n summore have to go a lot of place for interview...xian...more xian...these few days are raining day le so my transport fee continuous increase le, take cab n cab n cab...pay money n money n money... i start my interview from last saturday until now...dont know when will it end...haiz...please hire me ba, i m willing to learn, fast learner, good team player and i also can sit on ur legs de!!my legs start to cramp as walking too fast le ba...i m pity le...can release me mar??please...

hehe...both of us wear formal le...summore in grey color de yo~~see...we r so matching...hehe...we dont know each other is wearing grey de...it is "xin you li xin, yi dian tong"

this week i learned a lot n may expect that what they will ask me le...like can u introduce urself, y u think u can do well for the position that u applied, what is ur weakness? n ...the most scary one is far east management...haha...at first HR manager ask me to follow her to a meeting room, then she start to ask me some basic question le...i thought the interview session is going on...NO...i m wrong n totally wrong, she said she is chatting with me de...after that 2 more ppl come in n the "real" interview start le...3 ppl interview me...walao...so scary lor...then the funny one is 77th street de...the in-charge is a malaysian too n a bit sissy...ern...more a bit lar...haha...then he start to interview me with chinese le...so nice...then he said i m very "tei" n look nice...please i m applying for the position of account assistant not model...then he keep ask me to consider their offer...walao 1.3k le which is lower than far east de lor...at least far east offer me 1.4k le...but i also dont want lar...i cant image that i have to work with a person who has no emotion de (one of the ppl who interview me)...the most i like is...CLUB 21...actually i dont know what the company is de...milah told me that it is a retailer or distributor of branded goods...please accept me ba...just now they call me that they may call me on thursday if they wanna to accept me...so funny lor...where got ppl do that de, summore using her hp le...but the supervisor, Helen ba...she is very nice, she explain everything for me, include staff benefit...then after i leave the company then she call me back for 2nd interview...haha...at that time i was in cab n chatting with milah...i m back again...haha...have a 2nd interview with their manager...she is also a nice person, she said i m clear that what i look for...as leaving the company, one of the staff said mostly i will get the job??is it, then how come they dont want to comfirm me now?? i m so so so tired to go interview le...xian le...please accept me ba...

besides going to interviews, i also tried to relax myself...haha...start to speng money again...haha...ern...i went to a laksa house in City Square...friends, must try n quite worth it...coz the price is cheaper than secret recipe de...u can image that as eating secret recipe in malaysia is so cheap le then the laksa house is cheaper than it...hehe...NOW, i m strongly recommend u all to try one of the branch of crystal jade which located at taka...it is a korea cruise n the food is so nice even the price is abt expensive...for me, i dont know which is suit my taste so we order a meal for 2...after tax n ... then it is abt $65 for 2 lor...include 6 appetites, 2 meat for bbq, one beef n chicken then u can either cook for urself or ask the kitchen prepare for u lor...then 1 spicy seafood soup, 2 rice n free fruits...hehe...it is so so so nice to eat le...let's say u cant eat so much then better look for one more friends to try...coz the portion is enough for 3 person de...hehe...

this is cendol n ABC, hehe...they r so big n they r full of ingredients, the color is not so scary like singapore de...so i like it...especially cendol...haha

go laksa house then must try laksa de mar...there have different kind of laksa, i order curry laksa n my dear dear order sarawak laksa...i like mine one coz it is spicier...coz i m HOT!!

for the ppl who prefer tomyam taste sour than spicy then must try its tomyam le...for me i m not so appreciate it coz i m HOT then i prefer spicy one de...but i wont recommend it, for the ingredient inside n price, it is not so worth it lar...

this is another kind of kelopok, it is soften one de...ern...have to say, if u like this kind of kelopok then must go tengranu to try...hehe...the taste is so so so nice...u can found it at the road side lor, its looks like shit, really, coz they haven't fried then the color is abt grey lor...ern...hungry le (haven't eaten my breakfast n lunch)...

can see?? the whole table is full of food yo~~hehe...really delicious de...

i ask the kitchen to prepare the meat for me coz it is so oily to cook de...but it is so so so delicious n the meat is so so so juicy lor...haha

it is appetites lor, ern...taste ok lar...haha...can bring milah to try de coz she likes meat most n i prefer vegetable...there wont have fighting le...hehe

strongly recommend...the soup is full of ingredient...got squid, prawn, lala, tofu n mushroom le...haha...i like the soup most...

i also watch 2 movies...hehe..."wild hog" is suitable for all of us de...coz i laugh from the show start to the end le...it is so funny n my stomach is so so so pain lor...the story 4 guys who has dream, like exciting activities so they group together to ride bike to many place when they were young, after period, they r old n their lifestyle is so boring so one of them have a idea to chase their freedom n what de lar...during the journey, they make a lot of fun n troublesome lor...haha...it is an exciting movie lar...haha...

i watched 200 pound beaty with milah too...haha...so touching lor...even i watch it 2nd time, i also cried lor...sommore it is worse lor...haha...girl is very simple de, they willing to do anything for u but only look for a guy who may show his love to her de, i was so touched n think of milah le...coz she is good to me, however sometime she will bully me lar...but she is a good gal n take care of me...when i know her problem n she ask me whether she can get a better guy in future, i wanna to cry le coz her eyes r red le...dont worry, u still got me, i can accompany u de, n dont be paiseh to steal gf from my bf, coz if my bf cannot accept or accepted by my friends then i have to rethink the relationship le, it may be a problem in the relationship mar...we r welcome u to join us coz if got more ppl, we can try more dishes le...please remember sth, dont becoz u wanna a bf then u look for bf, slowly find to get a better one...ok?? n i wont leave u alone de...coz i m ur dumb dumb frens le, still wanna to bullied n taken care by u de...haha....jiayou~

2007-04-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

I m xing fu~ing...

actually 18th april is our 1st year anniversary de, i have to go home in that day so we celebrated it today...haha...

taken in the cinema before the show started (meet the robinsob)...forgot to take neoprint le...haiz...xian...my dear dear was with me, i was very happy le...

still remember how my dear dear woo me, haha...wanna to share with u my story, actually three dumb dumb friends, ern only two lar coz milah is very clever de (afraid be scolded) then included karina n me...we were cursed by fate, three little gals broke with their bf in TEP, then they had a bet, if the 1st person who get bf, then she must treat the two poor girls but until now i'm still waiting for the meal lor...that lucky gal dont forget le...haha...after milah got bf, she would ask me to go out like usual but i be the spotlight mar...so paiseh to disturb their dating le, so i tell myself that must get a bf too!!

as having attachment, milah asked me to go out, only two of us, that time i told her that there was 2 guys wanna to woo me but i dont know how to choose...haha...she asked me that did i really wanna to get a bf becoz i need a bf...ya...mayb ba...coz i envy that she was loved n get a guy who dote her very much ba...

our 1st photo, taken at the staircase of my blk, happy to know that he still keeping it coz he change a few hp le...then me....hehe...u know de lar...

16th april 2006, Yipgege wanna to treat me as my birthday's celebration...haha...he bought a piggy's cushion for me, actually he wanna to buy it as he saw it de but he was shy to bring it to office coz everyone said that he like me mar...that time i didn't put it in heart coz he always bullied me de, like staring me, "shuan" me, n disturbing me de...haha...he was very understanding my taste lor, so he treat me ice-cream 1st after that we ate dinner at "wei bao"...so full lor...like feeding pig de, i found that we were quite similiar de, coz we keep looking the strawberry on the top of ice-cream, we didn't like to eat mar...haha...in our conversation, i found that the another guy had gf le then still wanna to woo me, kns, bluffing me...then i asked him whether he wanna to woo, y he so angry de, he nv answer me de...after the truth, he was the person who replied the sms for me to that guy...haha...then his replies make the guy sad n cried in the meeting room le...haha...bad dear dear, but i like it....

17th april 2006, we went to bishan coz the piggies i bought were spoiled de...18th april 2006, during work, dont know y i be so beichek le, then i take out the battery n throw my hp in drawer n walked to pantry...then he follow me le, he thought he make my beichek but no his problem, which is another guy de...at that time, he think i was his gf le but i only think that he was my bf after we having dinner at plaza sing...at that time, i was cold then he hold me hands to warm up them...n also he suai suai losing his hp...haha...after that, pantry be the place we dated in our working hours...haha...sumtime got ppl come in, then u can image that our action were very fast n quickly separate our hands n act nothing happen de...hehe...

during attachment, our supervisors bring us to cool house which located in botanic garden de...that time he just change a new hp n my carema cannot work then he pass it to me...seldom ppl know that we r together le...then i ask evon to take for me, wanna to give him surprise...haha...then he also keep them until now...

during the year, we have happy, angry, sad and many many lar...coz the age gap is a big problem, so have to indulge each other lor...but he is the person who let me win de, of coz lar, i m his queen le...lala...only thing i dont like while playing mahjong, his attitude was very very bad, n make me embrassed lor...i endured it in front of ppl, he's guy, must give him face de, so many times, i was angry after i reached home, mostly would cry lor...chagrin le...how come he cant think of me de...even he said he wanna to quit, i also dont believe him de...dont talk the sadness memory le...no ppl is a perfect person n i also not a perfect gal mar...so jeanne lim, dont be too demanding coz u r very xing fu le!!

edited by myself, coz i must prove that i m little queen in his eyes le...haha...dear dear...i m queen hor??yala...u r my king le...wanna to buy the prince and princess' mug in amk hub de...they r so so so sweet lor...their crowns can he be cover or tray le...but too ex le...only costs S$19.90 le...friends...give me some ideas whether wanna to buy mar?? hehe...

becoz of him, i bought a notebook to record our memory then create a blog...the motivation to create a blog as he pass me a poker cards which printed with "the dogs" de, i feel that he like the card but he still wanna to give me after his friend gave him...sumtime i really feel xing fu lor...haha...like the 2nd months anniversary, he knew he made me dissappoited in the 1st month, so he make a card for me n put a necklace in it...so sweet...then as i was working, then he would take leave to work with me...or buying dinner for me or buying bubble milk tea for me n friends...my cousins visited me then he would bring them to play around n eat good stuff...n always leave home to stay with me...haha...all these he did for me, i was touched lor...even i bullied, i would be "xin tong" le...haha...like using my "freezen" hands to touch his big tummy, pull out his fur which near his bellybuttom...haha...i m not sassy gf hor...haha...

the green card is the 1st card he did for me de, even it is simple but i like it le coz he tried his best to make me happy le...then i like the piggy one...haha...very cute lor...n the gal one is our memory lar but now our memories were in my blog le...n it will be continuosly...

how's we celebrate it??ern...a bit simple lar...i bought a watch for him, n secretly put it in his bag on last saturday then secretly put a note i wrote him as he take shower today...then he took half day leave, then waited for me abt 30 mins coz i was late mar...we went to amk hub to have our lunch n buy some stuff for my ah ma...then went home to leave the stuff n take a nap...then we went to bishan to watch "meet the robinson"...friends...must watch it, it is a nice n funny show...haha...after movie, we ate MOS burger, he bought me a chick's soft toy coz he dont want to let me hug hug de urchin one de (bought by my ex de) haha...guy r easy be jealous...haha...last time, we had one argument coz a guy keep buying things for me then he was unhappy de...haha...then we went home n he took his thing n went back his home coz tomolo he has to work le...it is my 1st year's anniversary...

hehe...it is my new hug hug...ya...must call it hug hug, so that as sleeping, my bf will remember to hug hug me or else i will get angry in the next day de...

the thing i m happy, as xinyi sms me that she really feel that i was xing fu as attend my birthday celebration...coz he was accepted by my friends n family le...haha...no wasting my efforts which i did for him...n now our relationship is stable, so i was really be loved n be doted...hard to express my feeling de...haha...only thing i can say is i m xing fu~ing....YEAH

2007-04-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

My happy~ing birthday...

i m so so so happy le...thanks to everyone who greet me happy birthday n celebrate birthday with me de, especially my dear dear, milah, yanxin, xinyi, regina, ah nan ge, YY, lao da and my dear dear de friends, christina, doris and her husband n giok chan n her husband and little ben...and i nv nv nv nv forgot my sweety cousins, huiyun, aileen and amy yo~~

while working at PICO, i mean yesterday lar...i asked QQ whether my bf got calling her or not coz wanna to know that how my birthday celebration is but she said she dont know, ok...it was fine...then wanna to ask milah but afraid she would scold me becoz of my stupid-ness...haha...then that day i was so moody le...coz i was quite tired then had to accompany him to a gathering with his friends...after swimming, i nv swam lar coz my "mei mei tu xue"...haha...his friends asked him wanna to celebrate at her house or after meal, i still dont know until while going to toilet then my dear dear told me that they wanna to celebrate my birthday...huh?? i dont know how to say lor, luckily i dressed nicely or else whether go birthday gal be so "lo ko" de?!haha...he was cute lor, he also prepare clothes for me to change in case they throw cream on me...aiyo...i also dont know when he stole my clothes de....then we went to international business park to eat buffet...friend must go there to try...really nice le...

Wrong example...

Correct one...the cendol i did was wrong taste de (upon photo)...coz i use wrong syrup le...taste like sassi le, i nv notice that they have different le...haha...but taste good n safe to eat...haha....

after meal, he come out with a cake...yahoo~~cake le...it is very important de, my birthday must have a cake de...or else i will cry!!!haha...i really be touched le, i thought he just bring me to eat sth then considered my birthday's celebration le...haha...thanks dear dear...love u so so so so much yo~~

my birthday cake is rich of chocolate but dont worry, it is not too sweety n very delicious yo~~n luckily, i was safe, they nv throw cream to me...hehe...thanks doris to help my dear dear buying cake...but have to blow 22 candles le...tired

borrow the kid from christina, act as our son...do we look like happy family??am i have the ability to be mummy??

hi everyone, i m ben, i have a lot of poses as taking photo, beside using my hands, i also use my legs to create different poses...and my "di di" (nai zui) is very important to me de!!

before 12am, my birthday's coming then i played mahjong with dear dear, huan huan n caiyun...haha...aiyo...i was so so so lucky le...be banker for 4 times yo...haha...then my cousin huiyun called me to greet me happy birthday le...she was jealous that she cant go sentosa, dont worry, dont worry, i will bring u to night safari n eat sakura de...i got record it yo~after that no ppl greet me le...walao, i was so so so sad le, how come my friends nv greeted me de??

this morning xinyi, yanxi, regina, kenny n other friends sms me to greet me happy birthday...then my dumb dumb best friend haven't greeted me le...then i sms milah how come she nv greet me de, did she forget my birthday like my brother??haha...coz i called my gogo n told him that today was my birthday le...then called my mama to get my birthday's greeting le...walao, how come got this kind of family de...back to story, then she wish me lor and scolded me dumb dumb again...i also surprised that yusong called me le...he was in taiwan n msn me that how come he cant contact me...so sweet...

see...boring make us be so ugly lor...where r my friends??

the whole afternoon, i was so bored lor then my dear dear asked me to go serangoo with him coz my sons n daughter dont have food to eat le, but i said later can eat dinner at amk mar then he still wanna to go home le, he said someone wanna to celebrate birthday with me...huh??who??ok lor...go home n waited for their coming...actually wanna to go JB to eat crabfish with my dear dear de coz he wanna to eat mar, at first i was so sad lor...my birthday went to JB to eat crabfish n shun bian celebrate my birthday...walao, where got this kind of celebration de??must be very very romantic de...then he change his mind n share the important period with my friends...

ah nan ge called me n said he dont have money to pay cab fee then asked me to pay for him, then i saw him outside of my door, milah was holding a cake and yanxin n regina start singing in front of my house...haha...so sweet...hehe...yanxin n regina were so curious of the temp roommate, thinking a lot of reason to step in my room n start to complain how bad they r...haha...we r gal le...it is one of our talents...then my poor dear dear suddenly downgrade to be servant...thanks dear dear, xing ku ni le...then xinyi, YY and laoda come to my house too...my house be so noisy n crowded, but it is ok lar, coz i like noisy...my moody is gone~~haha...then wanna to eat at home but we cant get any delivery service lor...how come i so suai??but regina left 1st coz her daddy coming back early then she wanna to go home le, or else after 12am, she will be "cou tou"de...then we went to amk to eat fish & co but regina left 1st coz her daddy coming back early then she wanna to go home le, or else after 12am, she will be "cou tou"de ...too crowded, went to KFC...haha...after meal, asked them to sing birthday song to me again le...then they have a lot of excuse lor...then my birthday song was weak le...next time must sing loudly de...ok??haha...we gossip n laugh~~time like flying, KFC wanna to closed then my birthday left one hour le...haiz...so fast de...but this was my happiness birthday in my life coz i have bf n friendsss to celebrate with me...YEAH~~ still think of my big drumstick, when i was small, ah gong will prepare a big drumstick for me de, hope to dream of him tonight~~wanna to get birthday's wish from him too!!

my second birthday cake...i only know how to make a wish n eat birthday cake...then bobian, my dear dear help me to cut it n share with my friendsssss...then ah nan ge keep eating the fruit which on the cake le...bad guy...then found that laoda like to eat strawberry le...hehe...next time buy one for u...haha...

singing birthday song...making birthday wish...blowing birthday cake...eating birthday cake n YY wanna to steal my cake...look at his sight!!haha

practice to sit on legs...but think i need more practice le...the poses r so...haha...

Note: thanks Milah to invite all of u n still remember what i like...hehe...thanks yanxin to buy the cake for me...haha...and thanks all of u make me so happy today~~

we r four little piggies...lack of one coz she went back le, afraid ppl smell her "cou tou"...just kidding lar...

see...beauty and the beasts le...haha...dont angry lar...my birthday le...let me win, ok??everytime i lost de le...please lar...haha...

Note: please pay attention!! i have bf n friendssss to celebrate with me...i m not as pity as u think...bodoh...

2007-04-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

Moody~~

these few days, i m mood-swing, no mood to do anything, summore still wanna to cry...one word to describe "cham"...what happen to me le??that girl found that we still contact each other but have to mention, we r friends, i swear(dear dear dont worry yo~i only love u *muack*) then she keep blame me that i keep making them argue, please lor, u cant keep ur bf's heart then u keep blaming...f**k lor, bobian...who ask u make me angry 1st...must tease u for fun, at least got ppl entertain me mar...haha...summore, i also want the guy to be hurted again...coz now i m not as stupid as before le, i dont want to be the innocent gal who know everything lastly!!

milah said me how to celebrate my birthday, i really dont know le coz things happen suddenly le, so have to make some adjustment lor...i think i cant have BBQ le...ern...dont know what to do le...please dont ask me le coz i really dont know le...how to celebrate le?? my little birthday's wish is be happy...coz i m still missing my ah gong...n stop getting stresses from family...

i like this pictue coz the sight of the girl is quite similiar as me de, now i m moody!!

after jie jie move out, my house have a lot of temparary housemates, ern...think so, they stay at my home for at least 2 weeks...i m so so so angry...ok...without paying any fee, then i m ok, i m the last person who know that sumone may sleep with me coz i was back from work then i saw a gal who is in my living room with luggage, it happens i think 3 times le...walao...ok...i endure, endure...but they r so so so noisy le...summore, there is one gal still staying with us n think it is free de then everytime she wake up, i think i was in the world war 4 coz world war 3 happen in my auntie's house le...haha..."ping ping pong pong"...ma de, i need to sleep de le...kanansai...i have given huan huan black face le...they r his friends lor...walao...i m so so so peicei le...forgot to say, my poor piggy cushions be their pillows le...walao....ma de...kanansai...so so so so moody~~

i found a good thing in underworld water, i have posted my experience in my blog le, which is below the BBQ one...haha...the little thing make me so curious lor...wanna to introduce "sea angel" to everyone...it is a snail, live in the sea but without shell de...the temperature they need is abt 2 degree...it is a cute thing...but i still so moody le...

this is sea angel le...they r very small de...i think only 1cm ba...then really look like a angel de...haha...then the red color one is their sex organ...paiseh le...haha

2007-04-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

i have waited for u so long le!!

i like BBQ, i love BBQ, i miss BBQ, I WANT BBQ lar...finally, my dream come true le...haha...i was going to BBQ with my favour classmates...like starting a speench...

today, i nv worked, dear dear take leave to accompany me...we slacked at home until 4++ coz i knew that u all wont reach there on time de, summore where got ppl BBQ at 4pm de...BBQ ourselves ar??haha...then dear dear n me went to Taka lor...while we were eating fountain then kelly, superstar de, she is sitting beside me, i would see her becoz of her "zhang yu shao"...omg...i have long time nv eat it le...so so so miss it...haha...ya...she is skinny and fair le...ern...nothing le...haha

hehe...dear dear n me...taken after BBQ, so a bit messy lar... it is ok, i still pretty n dear dear still cute...^@@^... wanna to vomit le...

then we took bus to east coast lor...there hadn't start up lar...haha...then i waited lor...it is ok coz i like BBQ, i love BBQ, i miss BBQ, I WANT BBQ mar...as it started, yvonne found that i keep eating le...orh no...be found...haha...but it is ok lar...i like BBQ, i love BBQ, i miss BBQ, I WANT BBQ mar again...then poor dear dear keep BBQ-ing for me...

it is Miss jeanne's lesson le...let me explain to u...on top, the white color one wa moon, it was blocked by leaves so it was not as round as we saw it at east coast de...then the below one, was not ghost...it was moon's shadow....it was a art...normal ppl cannot understand de...so please pay me 100...haha...

that day, we all finished all the food...hehe...so proud of this coz jessica's friend said that he didn't have the experience that ppl could finish their food...haha...food finished le then it is "games time", we play "police, rapist and victim" ern...actually , it shoud be murderer de but YY like to be rapist le...haha...milah n YY keep explaining the rules for us..thanks ar...luckily i was not the victim to be wet, 5th of april was BBQ day n faizal's birthday yo...haha...so he must sacrifice de...hehe...

wet wet de faizal with dry dry de us...haha...poor faizal...

2007-04-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

Amy and William's 2 days n 1 night trip

haha..again..my counsin come to visit me again...another one yo...haha...so happy coz u know the feeling of lonely n boring...since they come so we go SENTOSA!!

i like this photo...so nice...

hehe...Even our mamas have said that they brought to there when we were small...but how can we recall it mar!!Sentosa...we r coming le...hehe...

due to my careless, he said de!! then we have to pay for the sentosa express and some spots...i m angry of his attitide again...how come u did it again??how come u nv remember what u promise me?? it is ok, next time i wont say anything n will break with u, even how good u r!!

welcome to Sentosa's Underwater World...hehe...

i m sure that the snakes r male coz they molest my thighs le...wah...molested by animals is more chan than molested by human le...

back to our trip,haha...i need to express my anger...our main purpose is going to Underwater World...ern...it is not as big as i think, summore the ticket is quite ex, 19.50 per entry...while we first enter the place, there is a touching pool, allow visitors to touch some of them, there has bamboo stick sharps, pufferfish, stingray and other 2 lar...but i forgot their name le...wah...stingray is so so so smooth...sharp's skin like sand, ern...pufferfish more jialat...like touching a lying nail...haha...then there also have a exhibition abt the crabs n jelly fish, no as many as i think again...i think only abt 10 kinds of crab n 2 kind of jelly fish ba...no worth to see...haha...but the most i like it coz i like pink dolphins...i think there should be 5 pink dolphins ba...only 3 of them are pointed to perform...wah...they r so so so cute, can i rear one?? during their show, i look like a child, keep clapping and laughing...i like the feeling, so good n at that moment i can forget the unhappiness...before that, we're going to Image of Singapore...haha...for the ppl who like to take picture as me then must go there le...i m happy lar, so so so satisfy...

I saw the crab with fur de...so funny lor...stingray pass by me, 180cm de spider crab, transparent de jelly fish, mermaid (dugong) is been feeding...n pretty corals and happy jeanne!!

bosses be attention...am i have the chance to be ur secretary n sit on ur legs??

photo taken in the Image of Singapore...we dont know whether we r right or not le...coz there nv say cannot take picture in those display areas...haha...

we go to bugis to eat steamboat again...william like the peanut sauces and amy fall in love with the mutton...haha...then i continues to eat my favourite fish slide...then dear dear find his partner le coz william also like to eat pig skin...^@@^ even all of us r full le but i found a new shop which sell dessert de le...so i eat again...have to say i eat two bowls...amy n william r surprised n amy keep complain it is not nutrition for me but i really like dessert le...promise lar, i will try to reduce it...hehe...ern...is it possible??

Four hunger ghosts are not only hungry but also tired...coz walked for whole day le...

When we have food, we have energy...haha...we like food, we want food...

then today we go to Bugis for shopping...we have our lunch at MOS burger, two more ppl fall in love of their freezen strawberry...after that, 4 hunger ghost continues to eat sth at Swenzen, the supervisor asked us to order the regular size of eight scoops instead of giant size...haha...she is wrong, we still can eat...haha...n we show our talent of shopping, within 10 mins, we buy 5 watches...haha...so cousins come n visit me ba...haha...

lunar july is coming early...4 hunger ghosts keep eating n eating...haha...

getting from amy n william...my 2nd birthday present yo...haha...love it very much...

Note: Aileen, dont worry, next time we bring u to there too...it is so nice n i have other places wanna to go yo...haha...

2007-04-03T15:52:00.000+08:00

Because i said so...

i watched this movie with my dear dear on last thursday...coz i posted to orchard for fashion festival. before that, he wanna to watch the movie which milah mentioned last time...forgot its title le then i change my mind, i read from i-weekly n think it will be very funny de...

ern...the story is abt a single-mum, she has 3 daughter n two of them had married, only her youngest dont have bf. she was worried abt her n wanna to help her to get her Mr right. she post a message in internet, ya...she get a lot of reply n start screening them...finally, an architect meet her requirement...but another guy also interest on her daughter. so both of them date with her daugher,mandy...architect is a selfish person, he nv think abt her feeling but another guy who teaches guitar de, she is happy with her...but her mum dont know...she only wanna her daughter have a happiness life so she choose the architect who has stable job and high enducation. she found the problem as she dine with his parents, her daughter is quiet and unhappy...

but there is a happy endidng, as the guy is accepted by the mum...ya...sometimes our mums hope us to get a better guy but acdtually they dont know what we looking for...simple thing...i only wanna a guy who can take care of me, sayang me and must have "shang jing xin"...^@@^

2007-04-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

What is love??

i think love is as two ppl get together then two of them have to indulge each others, see, the picture, only the top and the below be curved then it can be a heart shape le...so i am learning how to love ppl...hehe...coz i m ur queen but wanna u to be my king too...hehe

yesterday i come back from work, i saw them walking in front of me...they r so sweet, holding each other de hand...after auntie tidy her hairs, unlce immediately to hold her hand back, it is very natural...think everytime, they will do the same thing ba...

2007-04-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

I know ur feeling le, YY

sunday's night, huan huan was the 1st person seeing an indian guy standed in front of my house and he said he might stand a long while le...summore he keep looking at my house le...then huan huan asked him what he want then he walk away...then we didn't put it in heart...but i saw him standed in front of my house again...i was so scared and screamed huan huan to come back out...this time, quan quan asked him n he walk away again then huan huan went out to look for him...this time, he really walked away to another blk le...

today...just now, he was back again...this time i can see him clearly le...he is an skinny indian guy then he spoke to me n i dont know what he said le...wah...i m so scared lor...they r working n leave me and another gal at home...quanquan said he would be back on time n YY ask me to call police..ya if he come again, i sure will call police de...mayb he admire me le??haha...my sceret admirer le...haha

2007-04-03T12:50:00.000+08:00

I like Fashion Festival

haha...last sunday was the closing ceremony of Singapore Fashion Festival but i nv and no intended to work for the last show coz i was super tired coz i worked until 12am for the saturday, there was a important conference of WHO (World Health Organisation) would held on monday so there is a lot of preparation...i didn't want how i survived from the last week...haha

y i like fashion festival??hehe...of coz there had muscular models...dear dear...dont worry, i still prefer "dong po lou" (braised pork)

see...their figure are damn good lor...hehe...i still have image as watching the fashion show hor...haha

summore i get a lot of things from the fashion festival...haha...i got 3 goodie bads...ern...considered 4 ba...then got 2 bundle of roses...hehe...kenny...dont be jealous, if next time has this kind of lobang, i sure will let u know de...hehe...

i got the goodie bags from Truimph, Mark & Spencer and Tangs...but the best was Mark & Spencer coz it had body lotion, hand wash, magazines and a lot of vouchers...haha...have to thanks amy and her bf coz they took 4 for us...haha...so paiseh le...

it was given by a security guard, Praba...sorry...he is not our QM's tutor!!haha...he was a nice guy, he allowed my cousin and her bf to enter without pass, summore they had VIP treat...ern...only getting VODAVODA mineral waters lar but dont have Haagendiaz's ice cream lar...coz we were too busy at the time n summore ppl have same thinking, only there had goodie bags then sure got a lot of ppl de...haha

Praba wanna to pick some roses from us but the ppl asked him to get from backstage coz they were fresh...haha...at first we thought of 24 roses but as opening the plastics then...there was quite a lot in one bundle lor...luckily, i have super-maid, huan huan...he cut their leaves and put into a "vase"...haha...bottle of yogurt drink de...i didn't want to do this coz the roses got thornes de...haha...poor huan huan...

now u all know y there were a lot of roses le ba??haha...i like the decoration of the Mark & Spencer's show coz they use rose to decorate the ceiling and real grass to cover the floor, it was so beautiful, although the show was not so good than others but the air have the smell of roses...ern...when the show hadn't started lar, after that they spray the roses freshener...wah...i like it...hehe... i saw one pico staff playing with the "C" then he asked me to take picture with it...at the end, it became a "U"...haha...

i found one guy carried a urchin bag, think he must be a photographer ba, coz he had creative...so cute lor...summore, it was so proud to owe it le...suddenly remembered, i also have a spider bag, but dont know where it is le...haha...

in the show, u could find there was different kind of ppl, like one of the show which used the scooters to fetch model entering the show, before the show started, then i have to start-up my things mar, then one of the staff keep screaming and saying there were very expensive then must be careful le...who care, he was crazy, i looked at him n laughed loudly lor...coz now there was the problem of scooters, not mine, they blocked my way le...kns...from his face, i think he didn't like, who care again, i wont see him anymore but if suai suai, i be his colleague...hehe...i dont think i m as suai as xy...haha...then i found one gal, she was therr for around 30 mins ba, i thought she was reading the news abt the fashion festival, but i was wrong, she was a smart gal, she came from china, our conclusion was she wanna to be more popular n wanna to catch the attention of the photographers and she was one of the model of the fashion festival...see, she won, got 2 photographers chatted with her n take photo of her...unfortunately, she didn't know them well...

from beginning of the fashion festival, we had mentioned these two photographers le...organisers hired two model to promote VODAVODA, ern...i think should be model ba...they wore sexy dresses, ern...which exposure their back and the skirts could see their thigh to feet de... then the older lifted one of them's skirt and also what u wear inside, luckily they got wearing hot pant lor...lao se gui...but the gal only smile le...walao...she didn't know she has the right to sue him mer...

when everything was ok, i could rest le...but the air-cons were super super de cool...haha...but i still like the job lar coz slacking le...but after back to office, QQ and me wanna to cry and also my dear dear...so i m workaholic then no time to accompany him summore i have to work very late de lor...last friday, we thought we could go home around 3pm sth de...but my boss asked us to help Chye to finish his works coz he really really cannot finish the works by himself lor...the volume is for 3-4 person de le...aiyol...we helped him lor...start to think we r firemen le coz last time i posted to fashion show on thursday coz dont have enough ppl, then QQ posted to expo coz there also dont have enough ppl again...haha...we r so important to the company...haha...so friday, my dear dear reached abt 6:15pm ba coz we wanna to eat porridge of frog...he wait and wait n wait until 8:45pm...so there was two hunger ghost come out from PICO to fly to the restaurant at Gerlang...haha...we order 5 frogs with porridge then one vege and a whole garlic roasted chicken...dont worry yo...we finished all the dishes le...haha...so horrible...these few days i worked in office, i only eat breads as my breakfast n lunch le coz lazy to go out le...summore the food court is very far lor...

hehe...the exciting thing was on monday...haha...super happy yo...i had the chance to see prime minister, Lee Sian Long, then other ministers and the ambassadors from many countries...hehe...n the staff from ministy of health...haha...have to say that Prime minister is very friendly de, as he passed by of me then he smiled at me le...hehe...no like some ambassadors, they r so proud as requiring for their badges or wanna to register lor... and the security is very strict de besides scanning, they also bring doggy to check every place yo...forgot to say, prime minister's bodyguards r very handsome too...haiz...faint le...haha...n there is 2 staff in toilet to serve u de...haha...

At the end, i have to say again...i like this temp job coz i learned a lot n it is very suitable for me...

2007-03-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

My slacking temp job...

from last tuesday i started my temp job le...a slacking job...coz it is a task n can earn S$5.50 per hour...how slack it is, hehe...tell u yo...last tuesday to friday, i work at expo...just waiting for the visitor n print the badge for them...after that, key in their information lor...but...there is around 8 counters so my job is damn free and slack de...haha...summore my boss buy lunch for us...so i m very slacking...

see...i still can take photo le...hehe...^@@^....

becoz of slacking...i ask QQ to print one badge for myself... i m CEO of Piggy Farm and i m VIP tai tai...haha...

at the end of the exhibition, we take a family photo...haha...

last saturday, i work at orchard le...abt Singapore Fashion Festival de...haha...slacker...coz after the visitors come then i also can choose a sit to watch the show n get the free gift...haha...must ask kenny to come le coz he likes free gift...haha....

there is a lot of preparation for the show n i can see that the staff r very efficiency de...they can change the floor and background within one hours and the models r damn stressed as rehearsing...and the designers are starting to hire some models who are chubby or considered fat de...but i still can see some models is damn skinny as i standing beside them, i m considered chubby...haha...but i still remember that one of the model is damn slim...can see her ribs de yo, n if we wear thong, it should be fit to our thigh but for her...it is loose de...haha...too horrible le...n one of the models's nipple is saying "hello" to everyone...so shy to see le...there is a lot of handsome guy to see...so happy~ing

this is my handsome guy album...i m "short" by one model lar...he is the shortest one but for me, he is tall de...coz they r very tall...n jerwin promise me to send his photo to me...hehe...i cant sleep for the whole night le...dreaming of him...

this album is for guy de...but dont look for models for gf coz they r too skinny le n part of them r smoking de...no nice...but i like the clothes designed by a japanese designer...wah...they r so beautiful lar...

Note: 2 the photographers r blocked in my life, they r "hao se gui", there is 2 gals who r waitresses of the VIP n they wear very sexy n the "hao se gui" keep chating with them n one of them saw Desine Keller, she wears a sexy dress then he immediate near to her n take photo of her...n one of the security guard keep blocking me as taking photo...i know he is innocent de but i still wanna to call him "king kong" coz he is very tall lar...haha

have to thank QQ coz she introduce the slacking temp job for me...haha...

2007-03-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

My Babies......

hehe...have a long time nv visit my snowy le so last monday i decided to visit and also pass the medicine to my auntie...haha...i found that my snowy's weight become heavier n heavier le summore his size is bigger than happy...omg...i decided to let him on diet but my auntie said she cant do anything as he doesn't have cheese to eat or milk to drink at night then he cant sleep le...haiz...snowy, do u know that u r overweighted le? so can u eat lesser?? if u wanna to stay with mummy but mummy cannot afford lar...so u have to on diet le!!MUST!!

hello~~everyone, i m snowy, i m four years old...mummy said i am too fat le, am i??

Happy: snowy, ur size is double of mine...fatty boy...

Snowy: mummy like fatty then i wanna to be loved so i want to be fat!!!

Bad boy LeLe, he bite YaYa's buttom le...last thursday i found that there is a bloodstain on her backside le...last time there are so so so so sweet le then now??so i seperate him but i saw YaYa is very lonely le...haiz...what should i do le??afraid that the history will repeat again, last time i seperate AnAn and XiongXiong then put them back again then AnAn is dead in my hand...so bobian, i entertain her lor...always bring her out then chat with her...ern...i m ok de...haha...orh...have to notice everyone, u all can save money for my grandchild's first month's birthday coz my YaYa nv pregnant le...it is a mistake...hehe

LeLe's sleeping pose is very cute de...and he is the fattest hamster in my house

MaoMao is growing fatter n fatter le but his head become smaller n smaller le...but he is a greedy piggy...walao...everytime i see him then he is eating n eating...dont know what he is, genius pig or piggy...then huan huan's friends said BallBall looks like rabbit le...haha...

hehe...my fatty piggies...melvin wanna to fryn steam them for his dinner...

2007-03-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

Last gift from u...

he always worry i dont have enough food to eat so sometimes as i wanna to go back singapore then he will pass me money or cookies for me de...hehe...but now no ppl will worry abt me le...summore no ppl will think whether i have enough money or enough food or not le...

yesterday i wanna to leave home then my mum pass me this cookie and said it is given by my ah gong coz he see me become slimmer n slimmer le...and asked me to eat yo...really miss him alot le...wish him that he can attend my graduation...

it is the last le...dont know what to do le...no abandon to eat le...haiz...wanna to cry le...

now i knew that why i love to eat and be so greedy le...coz he always use food to tempt me...hehe...when i was small, i think abt 6yrs old ba...then that day i have 2nd injection of hepatitis B coz the 1st time, i scream and ran around the clinic le...so paiseh le...then he know le then asked be faster coz he wanna to treat me ice-cream lor...then bobian...i chiong for the 1st one and get my ice cream yo...so horrible le...i think it is not my problem, it is him de...haha...dont know how he is le whether he likes the new place or not le...and ah ma also miss him alot, just now i call her then she think of him then start to cry...but i tried to endure lor, if not, singapore will get flood again...

2007-03-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Experience in Muar...

haha...my 3rd auntie left a lot of things in my house and my ah gong's house so i be the postman to send the thing to them...ern...which include toothpaste, toothbrush, towel, jewel, and sambal chili...hehe...funny le...yalor...but they nv send any vehicle to fetch me and ask me to take bus coz that day my 3rd auntie bring xianyi gogo to "xun hui biao yan" haha...coz he wanna to go back USA le...

my planning is friday to monday de...but my 3rd auntie keep saying she wanna to cook black pepper pork then steamboat...due to the cate then i postpone the date to tuesday then to wednesday but...she forgot me le...coz in her eyes only have xianyi gogo...i swear that if i wanna to go there then may b without xianyi gogo..."you ta jiu mei you wo, you wo jiu mei you ta" hehe...no lar...just kidding de...how can i be xianyi gogo's position...he is more important...why...ok i tell u all...

in 10th of march...it is my 1st tried of chicken foot...ern...the taste is quite nice lar...but i still dont like it very much coz the feeling lar...u know de lar...haha...but huiyun is very good to me yo coz her teeth r too pain le then still wanna to bring me to try it le...wo hen ai ni yo...

on sunday, i have told my auntie that i miss her black pepper pork then she said she will cook on tuesday de...then that day she wanna to pray and think gogo is hungry le then give up my black pepper pork and no intend to make a fried egg for me yo...ok...i fried it by myself le...then tuesday she said she wanna to prepare steamboat then as i saw her cut the pork then i thought she wanna to cook the dish for me...wah...actually she wanna to put it in steamboat de...xian...xian...xian...so sad...at that night i told huiyun that all her family bluff me de...coz her mum nv nv cook de dish for me then xianfeng gogo give up me as he wanna to date with his gf then no intend to treat me "oo jian" then he said xianyi gogo to treat me but after steamboat, he was missing then huiyun nv bring me to eat tomyam, burger and "ba bao bing"...too sad le..so i told her i wanna to put it in my blog...mayb my auntie knew i wanna to put her name in my blog, then wednesday's early morning...4am ++ yo...she wake up n prepare the dish for me le...hehe...wo zui ai shan yi le...ai ni yo...the rest...i will remember u de!!haha...

in muar i have the experience of world war III le...aiyo...while my auntie prepare meals for us then look like very rush de le...three of us in the kitchen then still like no enough ppl de lor...ern...last time i had the experience le then i used to it but...but...bathing also like in the war field le...she keep asking me to be faster n faster coz her fren was waiting for her...then bobian lor...i use the towel to cover myself n run out from the bathroom...then every morning, i have to see a horrible picture...fresh and blood r seperated from the body...my cousin de "little pillow" lor...the cover has a big hole...ern...a few big hole lar...then she keep using it n nv change a new one le...haha...then there is too many mosquito le...n one night there is no power supply le...huiyun is wake up becoz xianyi gogo look like a ghost who stand in front of the window then i keep saying "hao duo wen zi" and "hao ri le"...haha...

coz she no allow me to put her picture, i also no dare le...coz i also wanna to survive in muar de...then i showed u de "little pillow"...haha...it is an antique yo...have 23 years le...haha...

i nv bluff u all de yo...see my kneel cap...got a lot of mosquito bite le...there is partly de yo...my whole body got a least 20 bite le...hehe

but i still like muar...hehe...like my 2nd home yo...hehe...n got a lot of nice food too...

2007-03-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

Update my recent news to all of you....

my ah gong is back from hospital in new year eve...happy...^^

During new year...my ah gong have reunion dinner with us and my 1st n 2nd uncle's family...so happy that he still can eat his meal by himself and ask for bak gu teh and toasted duck as coming back from hospital...for his unstable condition, we decided to let him stay in hospital until the new year's eve then using ambulance to send him back...from his face, i can read that he is disappointed that he cant go home earlier coz he doesnt like to stay in hospital,especially new year was coming...after dinner, he give us ang bao le, he usually give us ang bao in the 1st day of new year but this time is different...really different le...now i still keep his ang bao n not intend to use it coz it is my last ang bao from him le... i think all of us have the same feeling ba, the feeling is not good...

everyone greet him healthy and be "zhang min bai shui" but all of us know that he wont live so long and my feeling is so sad that, afraid him will leave us alone, while i saw him, i feel very upset as i cant help him a lot...

this new year become more crowed and noisier in my ah gong's house, we stay at home to eat dinner and my uncles and aunties also have a important meeting about whether to tell my ah gong that he has cancer and how to take care of him as his condition become poorer n poorer...

Before n after new year...

i cant breath normally...my breath become heavier and like i cant get the full oxygen...doctor suspect that my heart become weaken n weaken...kns...ask me to go hospital for detailed check-up...haha...due to my problems, all my family know my illness and start to ask me to give up my babies (6 hamsters n 2 piggy) coz they also suspect that i m allergy with the animal's fur but last time i have cats at home mar, then i dont have this kind of stupid problem le...so i think i m ok with my babies...

my 1st uncle and my 3rd uncle visit me as i was "bi gong xiu lian" in singapore...i cant concentrate as i m in malaysia since my cousin is there n summore my ah gong is sick, i really miss him a lot...(tears start to drop le...) and my 1st uncle confiscate my babies becoz of their fur and let me concentrate in my studies...it is difficult to me lar...coz i cant live without my babies le even huan huan also...

i get a call from my cousin-in-law about my ah gong was semi-coma as my auntie coming back from my ah gong's house...i was surprised that and called my cousin whether it is truth or not...they told me that ah gong is ok n asked me to concentrate in my studies...at that time, i still believed that my ah gong is ok de...really really ok de...n nv think too much

On 2nd of march

it is an important day to me... it is my last paper n went to the career fair with my cousin,aileen...as she told me that ah gong become slimmer n slimmer n the portion he eat become lesser n lesser after my uncles told him that he has cancer, if they nv told him, he still belive that he will recover soon as he go back hospital to stay a few days...my mind start to think that he will leave me soon...summore he cant speak anymore coz the mucus is in his throat...and he keep looking for me...ask my cousins or my parents where i m...they asked him to wait for me coz my exam would be ended on friday...really...he waited until friday and leave the world...at that time, i was buying paul n joe in bugis with aileen, i had told the sales girl that i was rushing, kns...she keep slowly to explain all the things to me...walao...i m rushing le...coz my uncle phoned me that my ah gong passed away at 1:35pm...my tears nv dropped...coz it may b better for him, my uncles, aunties parents and cousins look after him then they know his feeling is not good coz it is too pain le and he cant voice out where is the points...

as i reached ah gong's house, i saw my ah ma n my mama were crying...they keep saying ah gong is waiting for me...as i saw him in the coffin, my heart is very very pain and sad...before i leave malaysia, he still can speak with us but now he cant speak, he cant move and leave us alone le...ya...he become slimmer le...n his big tummy is missing...before that he worry his big tummy...now he might be happy le ba...it is hard to describe my feeling in words...coz the sadness is still among myself... after the funerals, everyone go back to their position and only leave my uncles' family n my family in ah gong's house, that day, i massage for my ah ma then she told me that ah gong keep looking for me and said he really dote me alot as he wanna to wait for me after my exam...then she start to cry...ya...i know...he dote me alot...but now he is gone le...

Our funny conversation...
Part 1
jeanne: ah gong, i wanna to graduate le...wanna to attend the ceremony??

ah gong: coz lar...i wanna to go...

jeanne: have u prepared the clothes u wanna to wear for my graduation??

ah gong: yaya...pink color one...look more handsome le...

jeanne: then wear tie lar...more more handsome le...then i borrow with uncle lor...he has pink color de...

ah gong: dont want lar...i also have a lot of ties...

jeanne: ni hen ai mei le...

Part 2
jeanne: ah gong, u r alone then wanna to come singapore since ah ma is in singapore...

ah gong: dont want lar...i have a lot of things to do le...u ask ah ma whether she is boring mar....

jeanne: okok...just now i called her le...then she said she is happy le coz bro tian yu bring her to many places le...

ah gong: then ask her continously staying in singapore lar...#$%^%&

jeanne: u miss her ar??

ah gong: no lar...so happy that she is no around...no ppl nag me le...

jeanne: ....

Part 3
jeanne: ah gong, u have sister de ar...

ah gong: ya...she is in KL...

jeanne: but i nv saw her before le...is she cute??

ah gong: of coz lar..my sister is cute...

jeanne: as cute as me??

ah gong: yaya...same same lar...

Part 4
jeanne: ah gong, i will be back on saturday le...

ah gong: okok...no problem...i will buy toasted pork n wait for u de...

jeanne: but u can eat mer??later will be scolded de le...

ah gong: wont de lar...eat a bit only...

jeanne: but u have a big tummy le...

ah gong: yalor...but bobian le...sleep and eat, eat and sleep...then nv do exercise mar...

jeanne: then u r lao fei zhu (old and fat de piggy)...

ah gong: yaya...then u r xiao lan zhu (small and lazy de piggy)...

jeanne: then in december wanna to bring u to shopping mall to act as santa claus then we can earn money le...hehe...

ah gong: &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;^&%&%

Part 5
ah gong: after u graduate then we go jakarta with ah ma,ok??

jeanne: ok lar...but bring one more person is better de...coz both of u cant walk properly le...

ah gong: where got??only ah ma hor...she is overweighted le then still eat a lot of things...

jeanne: ah gong, i think u also overweight le...haha

ah gong: no lar...my weight still maintain as before de...63kg...

jeanne: yaya...but u have big tummy le..
ah gong: (hug his big tummy and feel sad)....

Part 6
jeanne: ah gong, my friend called me ter kai (piggy) coz i really eat a lot yo...

ah gong: y they called u ter kai...must tell them ur name is lin xin yi...no ter kai...

jeanne: ah gong, dont be angry lar...just for fun de mar...summore suit me le...

ah gong: no...u have a proper name mar...cannot call u ter kai de...

Part 7
ah gong: i keep big drumstick for u n didi yo

little jeanne: really...thanks ah gong...but the drumstick is very very big le...

ah gong: of coz lar...the drumstick is from cock de....

little jeanne: wah...ah gong got study chicken philosopy....

Part 8
jeanne: ah gong,my friends laugh at me le...coz my fingers n toes r too fat le...

ah gong: aiyo...ah gong n ah ma's r fat fat le...u wont have to chance be slim slim one de...

jeanne:......

Part 9

jeanne: ah gong i wanna to rear piggy le...

ah gong: can...rear under ur bed lor....

jeanne: dont want lar...no space le...wanna to rear behind ur house,can??

ah gong: can le....feed it be fatter then can make toasted pork le...

jeanne: ......

in his funerals, i seldom cries coz i have the feeling that he still around me n he was lying in the coffin...but in the last day, my tears start to drop heavily le...coz he is no longer with me le...n will stay in the kulai which is quite far from my house...it is not easy to reach there...but i his new house is not bad lar...got air-con and buddish's song...

good quality product in my family...same as me...hehe...she is our entertainment in my ah gong's funeral...coz she is too sweet but hard to carry her de...coz she always said "i dont want" but the only way to carry her is make her be curious...haha...

he is the one who will call gal as "mei nv", the gals he like is "strawberry"...hehe little zhu ba jie...

tuesday, we go there to pick his ashes...the feeling is very very bad...coz my lovely ah gong become ashes le...and no longer with me le...no ppl will attend my graduation...however, my ah ma's sister said she wanna to come but she cant replace my ah gong's position which is in my heart...coz it is his little wish to see me graduate from poly...as i wear new clothes or dress up then he will say i m the most beautiful gal in his eyes de...

as i typing the post, my tears like non stop de...drop n drop...coz i really miss him a lot...mayb i need time to slowly forget him ba...

my lovely ah gong...he is handsome de...he really care about his appearance de...haha...he is wearing his favour shirt...pink one de yo...

Note:
one of our dinner has toasted pork le...i wanna to put some in the bowl of my ah gong de but his funeral is buddish style le...then afraid the monks will scold me then i represent my ah gong n eat alot... hehe...

then we have to stay overnight to look after my ah gong mar..then the undertaker said no need and ask us to sleep coz there will have ppl de...do u know who the ppl r??they r not ghost or spirit...they r gambler le...walao...still got this kind of ppl de le...coz only gamble in funeral in malaysia is legal de otherwise, other occasion is illegal de lor...

On 7th of march

tonight which will be my ah gong's "tou qi" which is the seven days after his death, i dream of him...i dont know who accompany him to his house, ern...it is not important...my ah gong looks like he cant accept that he had passed away and start to scream and run around to check that whether got ppl in his house or not...i wanna to call him but i cant...how come he will like that de...i hope he will be hapy in the new world...ah gong, wo hen xiang ni yo...

8th of march

aileen has a interview in tampines then we go there before we meet yanxin and regina they all to zoo...

we take a breakfast in mcdonald where is in tampines bus interchange de...friends...if u believe my taste then better dont try the breakfast which is latest de...walao...the bread is as hard as stone...no nice de...summore got onion in the egg...haiz...it is totally no nice lar...better try egg mcmuffin lar...got juicy hams then eggs...yummy...^@@^

around 1pm, we meet at amk mrt station, yy lor...late le then refuse to pay the ticket for us...but as he saw my cousin then he feel shy le...hehe...of coz lar...the good quality product le...hehe...and it is good for me to forget my ah gong a while...

hehe...my sweety cousin, aileen...haha...wanna to know more abt her...then please pay me money!!haha...

before we enter the zoo, aileen n me tried ben n jerry's ice-cream...it is so nice so nice...so the weather is kns de hot...too hot lar...yy ask me whether i got bring my fan or not...omg...i forgot it le...then bobian lor...suffer the heat lor...n some places r quite smelly,especially otta...walk nearer to the otta's house...the smell is damn strong but due to his cutie, i tried to endure but there is notice after i come out from its smelly house, it said it may ba hard to see otta coz 9 of them r give birth and others r busy to look after the babies...walao...please return 1 dollar for me!!

then i saw hippo...they r so cute but the size is not as big as i think...their action is quite slow at land but in water, they r very light lor...so sweet lar...very cute le...but milah u nv see them lor...i think u also will like it de...n wanna to take the white tiger for milah de...think she is tiger...so fierce...haha...

hehe...peacock...but only one again...so i still be the most beautiful one...ern...but it is not interested in me...mayb i m too beautiful le...haha

i like penguin but the penguin there is limited especieally in the freezen room, only one le...too horrible le...i think that one is the actor in the "HAPPY FEET"...hehe...then i also like polar bear...but they r planning to send inuka to a new place which is suitable for him de...now they r only waiting for his mum sheka to die coz she is too old le...over the average of polar bear which is 25yrs old and now she is 29yrs old le...at that time, my tears wanna to come out le coz thinking of my lovely ah gong...last time he also waiting for the date only...so poor thing...

haha...it is the one in "HAPPY FEET"...only one...so lonely le...

they come from south africa so they can survive in the hot weather...but their size r too small le...

haha...swimming penguin...i like this photo...hehe

he is inuka...quite handsome de...ern...but his mum's fur is not as bushy as him coz she is too old le...but i still like it...

coz we wanna to wait for wen ping,aileen's bf then we nv join them le...but we got watch the elephant show yo...u all wasted again...the elephants r so cute...ern...damn cute lar...all of them r girl girl...as they come out they use the water in pool to shot the audience le...omg...during the show time, one of them poo poo in the pool...luckily i m safe...haha...

hehe...the elephant use the water to entertain the audience but did they have the familiar feeling??coz it is their poo poo's place...haha

i think it can be karina's pet le...coz the mandrill have the shit shape's tail le...hehe...coz she like shit...haha...anywhere it is so beautiful...

the place is too big lar...so tired to walk but i saw aileen got bf acc then i feel envy le...coz i think my dear dear is not interested in zoo le since i ask him then he directly said he dont want...=( but her bf also nice le...take photo for us yo...hehe..happily happily...

next time wanna to go zoo again!!hehe...and night safari...

i bring aileen n his bf to eat steamboat in bugis coz malaysia dont have "ma lao huo guo"...three of us wear t-shirt in green, after that my bf join us lor, he also wear green shirt...haha...so cute...i swear i nv ask him to wear green but it is our fate...haha...

9th of march

i went back malaysia n wanna to go muar...coz my 3rd auntie leave a lot of things in ah gong's house...include her jewel...so i m very rich at the moment...haha...but i went home to pack my thing 1st, i saw a lot of eggs in my house, have to mention that my house dont rear chickens de...then i ask my mum then she start to cry...coz the eggs r from my ah gong's house de then ah ma will stay with my 1st uncle so nobody at home le...she said before she went to ah gong's house, he was usually sit on the sofa n watching tv de then now he is not around le...ya...correct...they have cancel the phone le...so no ppl will pick up my call n say that waiting n prepare toasted pork for me le...on the journey to muar, i miss my ah gong and my tears come out le,luckily no ppl around n it was at night...but my mascara drop lar...aiyo...i dont know le...like panda lor summore i still walk around in muar...omg again...

10th of march

ready to go melaka le...hehe

i went to melaka with my cousin coz she wanna to adjust her braces n buy sth...do u all know who i saw?? i saw faizal in melaka...it is our nei yuan ern...bad fate ba...hehe...just kidding...malaysia is quite big then i saw him and his family lor...haha...anywhere i still buy sth lar...2 shoes and 1 shirt...hehe...dont dare to tell dear dear...coz he will kill me de...sorry...then i wanna to buy a hp acc for both of us de...i saw one which the white pig is on the black pig de...but only leave one...then bobian again lor...

this is the culture in melaka...the trishaw r decorated by flowers...very nice de yo...

this is meseum sumedera...the things display in this museum r come from penisula melaka...haha...paiseh yo...my purpose is shopping so i nv go there lar...haha

i take photo in endanger life...coz there have a notice stated that no photo, cannot touch...hehe...but i like the piggy one de...bobian take the photo 1st ba...saw them in melaka megamall...haha

2007-02-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

happy valentine day to everyone ^^

the sunflowers is bought by my dear dear even they haven't been decorated but i like it...hehe...

dont worry abt me, i feel better le...thanks everyone coz let u all worry abt me...

yesterday my dear dear take half day leave to celebrate with me le, actually we wanna to celebrate on sunday de but due to the illness of my ah gong, we cancelled it...sunday dear dear call me asking me whether i m in singapore or not...in his voice, i suspended that he is unhappy with my absence, that time i was very angry and said that how come he nv think that my ah gong is sick le...unfortunely, he is cursed to getting fatter n fatter..si pang zhu...haha...yesterday i just know that he had planned to buy 9 roses for me and also put a deposit le...he also reserve seats from vienna le...how stupid i m...sorry dear dear n i will curse myself de...ern...getting prettier n prettier...haha...all the thing he did for me, i feel that i m loved n xinfu...n i love his accompany coz i can act as little queen...he bought 3 sunflowers for me n going to vienna to eat even the flower have been packed, i still feel that he had tried his best to give me the best thing le...really really love u yo... *muack* n dear dear cant sleep well in this morning coz my mense come le n too pain lar...bobian...he have to wake up n boil hot water for me...wo jue de wo hao xing fu le...zui ai dear dear le...hehe

2007-02-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

忧郁症！！

严重影响体重，患者会有超重或过轻的现象。。。。但是过轻的患者将有更高的死亡几率！！！

2007-02-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

worse come to worse...

last tuesday i went back malaysia coz my lovely ah gong is suspected to getting stroke but the report showed that he has cancer n the cancer cells are distributing every part le, it is final stage le...they start to eat his bone therefore he feel pain...he dont know he has cancer yet mayb these few days my 1st uncle will let him know, he said that may give ah gong some time to prepare...should tell him mar??i dont think so coz i prefer him be happy to leave the world...now he breath heavily but my mum said that the worst thing is bodyache coz the cancer cells r starting to eat his bone le even pain killer also cannot cure his pain, he may need an injection of morphine and waiting for the last second...i tried to endure my tears, please dont drop...last sunday the worse thing come out le, ah gong's windpipe have the bacteria of cancer cell then he have to stay until this coming friday le...hope everything happen after my exam. ern...i think i have no mood to prepare ba...can i pass the exam??now i m very tired le...mentally n physically are very tired le...i really need a lot of sleeping bill to help me to sleep or else i really dont know how can i survive for this period...today babi asked me then my tears starting to drop n drop...omg...i dont know what happen to my lacrimal, my tears is controllable in malaysia but as coming back to singapore, i am very very down...mayb my sick become worse ba then suddenly need to exposure all my feeling...i m very tired le...feel stressed, no related to my studies, please dont ask again...

i was very very down le but i get another shock again!! my ex-bf, mr ng chye leong, before i nv nv think that how worst the singaporean guys r but now i know already. before breaking, he get a new gf who is considered as third party. at that time, i feel guilty and sorry to him but now, i browse my friendster then i found that that they r together a period of times...see how stupid i m, how come i nv trust my cousin, she also have the similiar experience...now my feeling is very very worst...i still remember what i did for him be4 entrying nyp!!so angry u know, as this period, i really really dont know what should i do...i wanna to say u better to find out the guy n avoid from him...is it bad to him...i dont think so coz he is in my blacklist already n i wont n nv forgive him...he always complained that i have no time to acc him as i tried my best to share my limit hour with him then he give me a "big plane", i know i also have some resposibility but i just very very angry lor...the period we r together, his family dont know he get a gf..ern...m i third party??everytime i ask, everytime he give me same pretense, coz his parents dont allow...fine, i m ok, but please dont do the same to ur current gf, mr ng chye leong

*highlight in red coz wanna him to suai forever...zui du fu ren xin...haha

2007-02-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

What my "dumb dumb" friends did for me

ern...dont know why we went to TPY last tuesday le...i really cannot remember le...please tell me,k??i only remember we go there to shop ba...haha...the story is starting from Milah...when we passed by a...ern...is it shop or what ar??dont know le...it is report's fault!!now i cant recall anything le!!kns...she saw a machine, can i call it 扭蛋 (niu dan), u put a coin and rotate the button then the egg will come out yo...let's return to the story...haha...she tried to persuade me to play coz one of them is about piggy de...but i dont want lar...coz i have a lot le mar...then she still wanna to play n say that "the 1st n third design is so cute, i win for u" then i reply that "if we r very suai then get the 2nd design then how??"haha...in fact, we r very suai, we get the 2nd design then she nv give up lor...still wanna to win one for me...suai is suai de...we get 3 of the 2nd design lor...xinyi also wanna to win one for me then i told her "milah is so suai le, u still wanna to try??", she said she wont be so suai as milah de...haha...but she is more suai...coz she get the one nv appear in the poster de...haha...but very happy to have u all coz u all really help me a lot yo...thanks mans...i seldom say thank you de hor...summore i add 'yo' le...see...i so regard on u all...haha

i only accept the eggs from milah coz i afraid the suai suai xinyi will pass her suai to me...haha...no lar...i really got alot le...3 eggs le...but cannot eat de... =(

2007-02-06T12:28:00.000+08:00

My GiGi and QiQi...strongly recommended for rearing them....

(from left to right) gigi n qiqi....gigi is fatter one...luckily they were sleeping just now, or else it is hard to catch them n take picture together.

today i m formally introducting my gigi n qiqi to everyone, they are white face robot...hehe...ern...they are greedy gals lor,everyday i change food for them, they only leave hull for me to clean but i really give them a lot le...2 teaspoon for 3 hamstems le, it is more than yaya n lele de lor...they r too horrible le...become fatter n fatter...last sunday i went to petshop n buy some stuff for them then i cant image how fat they r coz the same batch of their partner r slimmer than them lor...ern...they look like african lor...haha...then my gigi n yaya look like american coz really too fat le...but there is a problem, i need to solve, qiong qiong start to drop fur le, it mean he cant eat sunflower seed le. as i feed him star but he refuse to eat le...what should i do le? it has bothered me a few days le...dont care him lar, he is the one killed my anan...as he is hungry then he will eat de...haha

Summore, sunday the petshop owner deliver bedding n other stuff for me, he told me that yaya may have 1-2 babies n these 2 weeks have to prepare le...haha...so nervous le coz this is my 1st time be Ah Ma le...haha...then he also praised my hamsters r very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very obedient le. of coz lar...everyday i tell them i m mummy, repeat n repeat yo...haha...they can bite other ppl but cannot bite me de coz my dear dear will kill them...too cruel le...better eat them lar since they r so fat le...

I nv bluff u lar...see my hamster so greedy...haha....

2007-01-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

My gigi and qiqi are cute...

just now forgot to mention, regina praised my gigi and qiqi r cute le...so happy to hear that as i m their mummy...but i cannot take photo for them le coz they r too active le, no like my yaya, she is the most obedient roboroskii...next time, i will post their photo to u all yo...have to notice that they have the potential to grow fatter coz they really eat a lot le...haha...

She is my yaya...a fat girl...haha

My WyWy...haha...the hamster i love it very much de...

hehe...my lele...he is the fattest hamster in my house...

2007-01-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

A brother for ball ball.....

he is my Ball Ball shao ye...

he is Ball Ball shao ye's brother, Mao Mao shao ye...

Just come back from AMK coz my bf buy a partner for our ball ball shao ye. Due to his lonely and anger, we decided to buy a new partner for him. Or else, i will be cursed everyday. Regina had seen that how my ball ball shao ye cursed me le...these few days, i change food for him and nv sayang him then he will get angry le. As i wanna to leave home to school then he get angry again...To break the curse, the only way is giving him a pandan leaf and faster go out...haha...or else i will be cursed for the whole day...

now let me introduce my mao mao shao ye to all of you...he is called mao mao...ern..actually wanna to call him qq de but my friend's nicknama also called qq...how to compare my handsome piggy to my friend, it is a shame to my piggy mar...no lar...just kidding lar...he is only 1 month++ so have to put more effort to look after him. he is really really small...smaller than my big palm...haha...since ball ball like it so much then i m happy le coz i wont be cursed everyday...

the last thing i wanna to mention is i suspect my yaya is pregnant le...after the explanation of the pet shop's owner, i really think that my yaya is pregnant le lar so ailing, u have to prepare for the new comers yo...hehe...if more than 2 babies then i can sell through auction n earn money le...actually brearing hamster can earn money too...haha...

2007-01-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks Xinyi ^^

hehe...wednesday xinyi pass me this two tissues for me yo...have to mention that, she was not the person who was selling tissue de...haha...last time she give me one in green color de...but i really cannot find it, that was cuter yo coz my favourite color mar...haha...really thank a lot yo...

2007-01-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

我要的，你给不起......

我已经走你要我走的路,但是每每你总是说这是我的选择.因为我的无奈,你的无能,往往我走的都是冤枉路!!所以这次我一定要走我选择的路,无论多苦,我都愿意,因为至少这是我的选择!!我会为自己铺最好的路,请你不许担心,因为我真得很累了...这里的环境让我喘不过气,站在十字路口,我觉得好恍惚...请不要再给我压力了,我不知道下一步我会不会在绿灯时冲出马路......

2007-01-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

My Dream Come True......

actually i hope to buy a couple t-shirt for my bf n me de but while i mentioned it, my bf directly rejected me coz he felt that the shirt not suit to him, at that time i was very very very sad de...i felt that my bf wont do the stupid thing le and how stupid i m...but...yesterday i got it le...before we went to my malaysia's house, we went to city square and terbau city...i saw a couple t-shirt in levis, i feel quite sweet de then he ask me to see other design n buy one for me...an angle one yo...haha...really really happy...

it let me recall the memory in jewel box...at that time, i read a article from i-weekly, it mentioned the restaurant in jewel box n the theme was winter. when u r having a meal at selected period, then u can enjoy the show of snow...what a romance thing, right??but i try my best to hint my dumb dumb bf, he give me a innocent look...really want to kill ppl le...haha...then i dream of it at one night...i told milah to ask him bringing me there (see how stupid i m but i really want to go there with him mar) but she answered me he was not interested coz it is too far le...my tears almost dropped as i knew it...at that night, i ask milah go there with me coz I LOVE THE PLACE!!!after a few days, my bf ask wanna to bring me there yo...hehe...flying...jumping...yahoo...then my feeling come back le, adding points to him le...we went there on 22th dec 2006 as celebrating christmas...lala...happying yo...but dont go there too often coz the price is unbelievable...quite expensive de,ern...not quite but very expensive le...we spent about 160++ le...i enjoyed lar...is it too thriftless??

2007-01-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

POOR mr lim...

today kenny they all get a condom from the surveyor...then he pass to mr lim, our consumer banking's tutor...aiyo...he is damn shy lor, his face turn red immediately after getting a condom...haha...he is too innocent le lar, whether he has brothers or cousins or not, otherwise, he can introduce to me coz i have the ability to protect little sheep...meiiii...summore, ms chee also get a condom from kenny...brave kenny, he go to her tutorial room n pass it to her, alamak...a lot of ppl there le, hehe, then she come to our room and "bully" poor mr lim...she threat him to do her works, mark the assignments and other works...poor mr lim thought she was angry with him. after lesson, he make a apologize to her and kenny, babi and yuyan also do that lar...until now he still think she was angry ba...super poor thing...if he get a wife or gf like me then he sure be safety lor, i have the ability to protect poor thing...haha...

2007-01-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

i m dumb dumb...but i would like to thank my dumb dumb friend, Milah

thanks Milah coz u help me to look for a piggy's theme and edit my blogskin, or else my blog still in under-constructured...hehe...i m "techonology idiot" mar...ern...thanks to yanxin too, however, she had taught me how to look for blogskin but i still dont know how to do, bobian again... i m "technology idiot" mar...hehe...^^

how come i suddenly create a blog for myself le, it is becoz i would like to keep my memorize continuously, otherwises, my memory space is too small le (only 128MB)...and also, my bf give me a motivation to create a blog, he love me very much, and very sayang me...i m a little QUEEN in his view...haha...dont beat me yo, if u dont believe, u can ask him yo...haha...